Hard to let go

I'm feeling ridiculously bummed out today. I know I have to transition my stuff at work and I am ready to be funemployed again, but cannot concentrate. I know I need to focus on what is up ahead, yet I'm deeply saddened about what I'm losing and what I've lost. The journey forward will be exciting to say the least, but right now I'm mourning all of the beautiful community and tender roots we have painstakingly established over the past 4 years. They seemed to just have been settling into this wild and breathtaking golden state. Hard won and hard to let go.